headches of a minor surgical correction-surgery!!

well...hmm...here i am...survived a surgery last week...i hate 2 use d word survive..coz its jus a minor one...atleast it was s'posed 2 b one accordin 2 d doctor...
But watever i've undergone.......i'll try 2 blog em down...
My surgery was on d friday...21st july..n so i got admitted in d hospital...n evrythn was fine....then came in d nurses..with some injections in her hand...(right from childhood i donno y ,i had this unexplainable fear of injections, i wud'nt even touch it with a 3 feet stick!!)...she injected me here there n evrywere until my body was like a guy stung by 1000 bees...(jus kiddin!)..yeah some did pain...n as if this was'nt enuff..they were inscribing...i tot it was their names..somethn like "this is my area" or "out of bounds" etc..,aftr sometime i looked like an amnesiac,scrawling "things 2 b done" on his hands..but later i learnt with my
not-much-used-common sense tat they were d names of d injectants...4 any case of allergic reactions..i was relieved coz they stopped makin me a scribblin pad....
And as if these were'nt enuff...they brought in d saline bottles...they looked pristine...they were slooooowly makin thier way into my bloodstream...i dono 4 wat reason but....they kept givin me saline bottles...aftr all this stuff...the staff came in...he tol me 2 remove all d clothin tat i had...well....i had 2 comply n there i was in a green attire...4 few reasons i hated it..
1.it made me look fat..which i am normally!!
2.it dint suit me..i hate tat colour!
3.i looked like a guy who jus ran away from d asylum!!
after this ....they took me 2 d operation theatre...from there on,thnx 2 d anaesthesia i was blissfully unaware of thier surgical procedures...!!
d worst part was the fasting part..i had my breakfast on 7.30am..from tat time on...i was s'posed 2 not even drink water..4get water..FOOD..i shud'nt touch it...tat was more painful than d needles tat pricked me!!

HALF EMPTY or HALF LESS THAN FULL....!!

hmm........pessimism sucks....does it really......i dont think so....i hav othr opinions of my own.......
accordin 2 me...it is optimism tat sux ......big time........its d lesson tat life has tot me....(i talk like an old guy....but i aint.iwen i say life.i mean till now!!)...."wishful thinkin leads 2 disappointment".
wanna kno how.....read on.....u'll kno......
u c...pessimism accordin 2 me...is being somethn close 2 realism......unlike optimism which is like d more rosier version of life.........which unfortunately is not d truth....optimism is a way of blinding,blindfolding ourselves from seeing d truth...which brings us 2 d adage tat "truth is bitter"......and thereby most of d optimist's end up getting disappointed....atleast it hppns 2 d ppl who think of d more positive aspect of things....all they r left with is d feelin of discontent and sadness...
In d case of pessimist's ......d scenario is diff....pessimism is a way of realising d truth...d truth tat life is bitter.and tat life is full of surprises....bad ones on tat...besides.....pessimist's buffer themselves from d damage caused by d so called "blows"(low one's) of life.....lemme consider an example 2 make it more understandable........
there r 2 students A n B.......let A be the foolish optimist.....B be the smart pessimist...
now let us assume tat they hav written thier xamz....and they r waitin 4 thier results....
A speaks in a way tat "im sure of getting 90%........"..while B sez "i donno....guess i'll get 50%"...
wen d results were out.....A got 80%.........n B got 75%........now u ppl decide.........who'll b happy?? d guy who tat he'll get 90 n got less....or d one who got more than he tot.he wud..this proves tat optimism is really a dumb way of livin d life.....it jus seez d petals of d rose and fails 2 c d thorns......which unfortunately.....d latter constituting d majority.....
One more aspect of pessimism is tat..u can handle anythn bad with elan..in other words .it prepares u 4 d worst things ahead....4 e.g : if u prepare urself 4 some kinda sports meet...and as v all kno.,winning aint possible always......so v may lose..u may fail 2 get selected(instead i prefer d word "rejected")......in this case...only d pessimists can handle it better......ofcourse i wanna xclude d stupid "super"optimists who feel tat..."yes....i hav wat it takes.....i'll win d next time"....
4get bout em....they r consummate fools......i dont wanna talk bout em....
so wat i wanna conclude is....
* pessimism is way way better than optimism
* pessimism is like a cushion.....makes ur fall less painful....
*pessimism makes u realise d truth tat "life is full of roses...with thorns being more than petals"
last but not d least......
"WISHFUL THINKING LEADS ONLY TO DISAPPOINTMENT"
now i kno many ppl fuming over me........[but who cares,atleast i dont]....chill out....drink a glass of water or two....wake up atleast now n smell d coffee......life aint petals alone.........who knows.....d fan above u may fall on ur head or d innocuous insect tat u jus crushed-may haunt u!!!!!!!!!......so b prepared 4 d worst and let pessimism take care of d rest......
xpect d unexpected........in d case of optimism,,,,
unexpected is d xpected......in d case of pessimism......!!!

gone r those days...

GONE R THOSE DAYS!!!!!

Gone r those days....wen i cud run around like an idiot,
Gone r those days.....wen i cud shout aloud anywhere,
Gone r those days.....wen i cud hug a gal,
Gone r those days.....wen i cud kiss a gal without gettin slapped,
Gone r those days....wen i can stone a dog and watch it reatreat-with joy,
Gone r those days....wen i cud hit others,
Gone r those days.....wen i cud break things in d name of mischief,
Gone r those days.....wen i cud ride a cycle,fall down and none wud laugh at,
Gone r those days.......wen i cud act like a moron and get away with it,
Gone r those days......wen ppl find me cute,
Gone r those days.....wen i cud sleep anywhere without botherin,
Gone r those days.....wen i cud talk without any sense watsoever,
Gone r those days.....were i cud get away by writing such dumb blogs in d name of creativity!!